June 2009
19 posts
i hate how...
whenever i tell anyone i am gay, they always go straight to sex. like i just want to have sex with any guy that i see. its not like that. its not anything like that. i may joke about stuff like that, but i don’t just want to fuck anything that moves. a gay relationship is just like any other. its not just about the sex, its about being with the person you care about. so, now you know. go...
XD
edward: i've been watching you from your window
claire: you mean my tent?
edward: yes, i can't stay away. do you want to go for a piggyback ride?
claire: umm.... no.
edward: but piggyback rides are so romantic.
claire: anyone who finds that romantic will grow up one day, and be embarrassed they ever liked you in the first place.
edward: I can smell your essence.
claire: that's disgusting
later....
harrypotter: Cedric! Cedric! You're Back! You're Back! I can't believe you survived the graveyard!
edward: hello harry, you look delicious.
harrypotter: OW! OW! He's biting me! It feels so nice, but horrible!
rawr...
You know what? the reason you aren’t happy is because you are making yourself happy. stop whining to everyone about your daddy problems, okay? just fucking deal with it, i’m sure that many people would kill yo be in your situation. i know i would. and you know what else. the reason you are probably so unhappy is because you don’t know how to fucking live. you just sit and...
oh hannah, you kill me.
hannah: Lord Voldemort would look good with a puppy.
hahaha. i loved that. i scared my kitties cause i burst out laughing so loudly.
my sister and me :P
marisa: what are you doing?
me: looking for this *finds a hole*
marisa: the guy in it has the face of a black man... or possibly an asian man. and that guy over there has the face of a old white man.
three days...
until driver’s ed. im excited. but kind of scared as well. I have at the wheel first thing. thats kind of… not cool?
“and everything i would give
was everything you couldn’t take.
now...”
– Mayday Parade Miserable at Best
“take of your make up
and put down the camera,
choke on the drama
that makes...”
– All time low
I am gonna make a beast picture with these lyrics.
best song ever. Framing Hanley - 23 Days
“don’t break me i bruise easily”
– Kina Grannis Message From Your Heart
“why are you looking at me funny?”
“why are you looking funny?”
– crappiest reference ever.
- S. Darko
“I am the man who is always wrong but… no one can tell me exactly how to be...”
– Ben Ben X
i officially give up on you guys. go fuck yourselves and have great lives without me.
so i've been thinking...
i don’t know why… but i have just been thinking a lot about everything. about the way i do the things i do, and about my friends, the new and the old, and about a whole shit load of things that aren’t worth mention. but then today i realized something while i was at st annies. i was with kim like all day today, and thats when i realized something about my other friends. by other...
what to do, what to do...
I have been thinking a lot, and i am beginning to realize that not a lot of people know who i am. i mean obviously people see me around, but my friends barely know anything about what goes on inside my mind. they always say things like “you would” or “thats such a jasen thing”. how do they know what a jasen thing is, if they barely even know me. I just think that people...
May 2009
27 posts
“oh my love… please don’t cry.”
– Good Charlotte My Bloody Valentine
“the wilted flowers that i gave,
not as nice as your bouquet
all the lyrics...”
– HelloGoodbye Shimmy Shimmy Quarter Turn
how shallow...
my geography teacher made a little speech today that was rather interesting. He was talking about how as we move through high school, people will truly find out who they are and change. I completely agree with him on that. He continued and was talking about how some people have crappy family situations, and people that take their parents for granted. I immediately though of at least four people in...
“Would you stay just a little, my love?
would you sway just a little, my love?...”
– Kina Grannis Stay Just a Little
“she loves me, she loves me not.” he repeated to himself, over and over.”
– Chiodos All’s Well That End Well
big question of the year...
does anyone actually lol when they lol?
I know I don’t, but I only type lol if the comment makes me smile.
“Breath deeper, deeper. Oh I’ve never felt better, and oh, I’m...”
– LoveHateHero Amity
“I’ll play dead, cause I’ll be playing dead with you. I’ll play...”
– ArmorForSleep Chemicals
“There’s lots of smart ideas in book I never read. When the girls come talk...”
– JimmyEatWorld Big Casino
luck love me not tonight,
i am feeling like poop. i made a mistake and i am paying dearly for it. maybe i’m a masochist but i still feel like crap. i told her we should slow down, even though i wanted to opposite. i told her to stay away, when i wanted to hold her close. i have messed up a lot in my life, but probably never this much.
“It’s too late, we’ve overthrown. I took all your friends and...”
– ISMFoF Things that Rhyme with Orange
today...
on the bus my friend lindsey sat next to me. We were talking about nothing in particular when all of a sudden she brings up my sexuality. not in a bad way. She just asks me if I am gay or bi. the thing is though, right when she said it, it got really quiet and no one was saying anything, and right after i whispered gay, she was like “Oh, cause melonica was trying to convince me that you were...
so here i am thinking,
I am going to have a nice day off, but its quite the opposite.
i have to finish some projects, get started on some projects, and do some homework I didn’t do that was due today. I was supposed to get my stuff ready so i could skip tomorrow and get it all done, but quite frankly thats not happening. so to get my grades up i am trying everthing I have in my arsenal. Facebook Myspace
nothing.
“I’ve learned the hard way that they all say the things you want to hear.”
– Sara Bareilles (Love Song)
so i think...
I am just going to start writing little quotes I come up with. I know I am not a poet or anything, but I think it would be a good idea.
Lunch is so boring all the time. I have decided to try and use word to type this from my phone its pretty easy. I think i will use this
i fucking hate spanish class….
“Anyone can give up, it’s the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold...”
“Be who you are and say what you feel, cause those who mind don’t matter,...”
– Dr. Suess
“And I’ll close my eyes, and I’ll dream of a better time
when I’ll finally be...”
– A Day to Remember; Heartless
bio is stupid. these projects are completely useless and a waste of time. on the bright side at least I can goof off.
Listen
“The weirdest thing is that you are more alone than anyone, but that more people...”